Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Chapter#299:dead...Drama Night Time...The real one.><

So morning,came to school at 7a.m and then started the boredom at 8a.m,where we went from classrooms to classrooms,then Grand Auditorium for our several rehersals.during the cruel time,all of us lost half of our energy,all quite restless, suffering from lack of lunch.And fun fact..while we were waiting for our turn to..rehearse and after that while waiting,all along Javier had been sleeping.whereever he went,he always lied down and rest.Turned out that he was experiencing so difficulties in his body/stomach.

Therefore,we rehearsed, chided, and waited desperately for 7pm too come.Then,it started.The CL grps were seating on the top seats whilst we watch the EL grp performed fisrt.And I noticed..I think only half of the many seats are occupied..which made the audience look pathetic in numbers.Like about 40 pairs/family of parents came...

Skip the EL grp( just say good job..),it was our turn and nicely, my heart wasn't thumping so fast,signs of nervous.I was calm,not the usual overwhelming mild stage-fright.But still,when I was acting,this 句 gave way.. :"老爸,您" .I kept reciting this everrytime to remember it ,but on stage,I can't say it so fluently.And during the dreadful moment , the sentence went blank and I quite had forgotten what my words are. So,I struggled obviously to say each word with difficult search in my jumbled mind.And I concluded.,"I have no confidence in saying this.I'm nervous."

Damn,screwed that thing!But still,I dun know whether I should be "proud" or "sad"/"guilty" for my obvious,loud mistake. This,was an embarrassing moment for me...yah..w'

Went back home at 10pm.Released at 9:20p.m